Yu know how it's said that "the people yu surround yourself with tells alot about yu" ? , well i'm a bit baffled on it's credibility. I'm pretty intelligent myself & quiet most times. I can provide intelligent conversation if i'm with a crowd who can provide it back, but somehow i always end up with the loud mouth girl close by. I mean, yes - I conversate with her bechus she is quite humorous, yet she indulges in the term "ghetto". She admits that she is "ghetto" when she wants to be which seems as if it's ALL the time. Your typical society would assume I'm loud & craving attention due to her actions & my presence to her..but actually, my crowd of choice doesn't influence me at all.
Does your "crowd" make/influence your ways?
yoo , i finally made my way back around to blogspot . this blog is dedicated to updates & so forth . soo , i've jzt been ... attendin' school which is doomed because i'm not used to havin' trouble in a class & ahem , biology honors is a toughy. anyface , i've been lookin' for some nice kicks & i'm somewht disappointed until i came to these babies .
i know i'm prolly tardy on their existence , but i've been slippin' on the shoe collection lately , but these are ultraa sweetttt !! movin' on ... if you're a faithful reader of my blogs , then yu know i'm highly irritatable & my current irritation is : gorgeous women & their attraction to ... lames . haa , shxt buggs' me majorly but oh well - it's beans . i have to go attend to some homework , tsk tsk . i'll be updatin' daily hopefully .
ohkayy ; so i've heard , well read dhet yu can get cancer from oral sex , ugh . if this is factual , which im hoping it's not , it's ... sad . this prolly isn't such fck'd up news for the hetero's but for the lesbian & gay community , this is fck'd up . golly , if yu go to pleasure , yu jzt may get cancer . blah , this sucks much .
[ link ) - http://www.newscientist.com/article/dn11819-oral-sex-can-cause-throat-cancer.html
response to Alexis B. - i don't think it's true either but it's a possibility , - shrugs .
response to Alexis B. - i don't think it's true either but it's a possibility , - shrugs .
response to Reggie - i dont know , i hope not .
man ; i've dreaded this moment - confessing to her ALL dhet i feel & i've felt for her . thinkinq if i do ; i'm getting to close to allow rejection once more ; thinkinq she'll break wht's left of my heart - dhet of which i want to trust her with . but i no lonqer care ; she deserves to know how i think of her everyday - fein'n to be by her side to wipe away her tears when she cryy . - to bless the smile her mouth/lips perfects - jzt to have her attention even if it's jzt a liddle of it . she deserves every word dhet proceeds . - when her status hit " taken " ; it hurt ; but when the tatto came & wifeyy title - i couldn't take itt . she was tell'n me it was nothinq serious ; they fought & argue'd eveyday - but actions show'd more ; titles were moree . so i came with the tryna be happy for her ; wishing them the best of luck when in reality my heart was/is mourning for her lovee . she tells me " if it's meant to be ; then it will " but i jzt don't feel itt . her qirl is mastering her heart & her love when i'm window shopping - wanting so bad to jzt be theree but this remains at a wish factor because physically - i can't be hers when emotionally - i'm ready to capture her heart & provoke happiness with a title of us . so how can she tell me it'll be if it's meant when she is your present & the future isn't promised ? . this is how i feel limited - i still doubt if anything will change ; & i no longer blame her for dhet b/c she tried & i can only thank her for dhet . iff i never get a chance ; can yu tell her how i love everything about her ; the way her voice remains at the same tone when she's mad at me jzt as when we're vibing - how when she sleeps ; i can hear breathing perfectlyy & it's musiq to my ears . & how if she's happy then i'm forced to be happy for her b/c dhet's wht really matters & how my " jzt liking her alot " has progressed to love . i've been scared to tell her this b/c i feel like it's over rated & she's been toll it many times & later she's hurt & heartbroken . instead of " i love yu " - i'd rather yu tell her ; my soul is committed to her & i'm here when she's ready . until ; i'll continue to equip myself jzt for her ; jzt for our future .
so , i wasn't sure how to give back the rejects
therefore i flipped it & presented yu with the flesh of the classics
scrutinized by the eyes of lacking minds
taken from my lands; cuffs placed on my words
swallow the ink & spit it back verbatim ; not skipping an emotion .
no mind for societys setbacks .
therefore i flipped it & presented yu with the flesh of the classics
scrutinized by the eyes of lacking minds
taken from my lands; cuffs placed on my words
swallow the ink & spit it back verbatim ; not skipping an emotion .
no mind for societys setbacks .
MODERN .
lett go .
yu had my heart by no intentions ; it jzt seem'd to reside in your grasp . we often dont pick the location our heart finds comforting . we may not TRUST the environment ; or in basic words - giving u my heart wasn't the plan bechus i didnt wanna fall - kind of jzt wanted to lean forward & peek in , but i fail'd at dhet . & once i did ; i began to realize your grasp wasnt worthy of THE hold . your grip was loose & after a while i knew it but i held tighter bechus i gave u benefit of doubt & thought maybe ; jzt maybe u could hold my all . yu proved me wrong ; i let qo bechus i was qonna fall either way .
free falling .
yu had my heart by no intentions ; it jzt seem'd to reside in your grasp . we often dont pick the location our heart finds comforting . we may not TRUST the environment ; or in basic words - giving u my heart wasn't the plan bechus i didnt wanna fall - kind of jzt wanted to lean forward & peek in , but i fail'd at dhet . & once i did ; i began to realize your grasp wasnt worthy of THE hold . your grip was loose & after a while i knew it but i held tighter bechus i gave u benefit of doubt & thought maybe ; jzt maybe u could hold my all . yu proved me wrong ; i let qo bechus i was qonna fall either way .
free falling .
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